I can’t believe I complained and concern about him not sleeping through the night for the first 2 yrs of his life,… and now that he does, I was hit with insomnia. Isn’t life ironic.
Few yrs ago, uncertainty was exciting because it means endless possibilities. Now, uncertainty equals to feeling suffocated because I feel trap at current situations and not being able to see a better tomorrows. Anxiety is not just emotional/psychological thing.. it’s physical too. I just learned that.
Motherhood is hard. And motherhood with anxiety is like being somebody u don’t really like, but u have little control of who u becoming. It’s scary. I am still getting my head around it, and learning to live with it. #anxiety